What do I want??

To be loved....
To feel loved...fully loved
To feel like I am loving you fully...
To be Happy....
To have help w/o out asking espically when it comes to the common sense stuff...
To feel secure....
To be independent....
To hang out with other people...
To have a common ground....
To feel like I'm not the only one doing things.....
To be suprised here and there w/ the little things...
To not feel like your going to walk out at any minute..
To not wish that you would walk out at any minute...
To really feel like our marriage will work...
To really feel like I want our marriage to work...
To feel like I'm not living 3 different lives...
To have you come home right after work...
To have more friends...
To not feel so stressed out...
To be more patient...
To have you be more patient...
To not have to remind you about something 5 times...
To have you really understand finances...
To have you help with savings...
To have things in common to talk about or do together..
To feel like I can do this split parent thing w/o feeling like I'm going to get in trouble if I'm not back in two minutes.
To have you not scroutinze Brandon or his life style...
To have you never make comments about me getting pregnant again w/ someone else's child.....
To not feel like just packing up my stuff and leaving...
To not feel like not coming back after leaving for the weekend...
To really miss you when I'm gone or your gone.....
To be able to communicate w/o feeling like you will explode...
To have a husband, not a roommate...
To have more help...
To be less demanding...
To be laid back...
To be friendly..
To have crazy moments...
To have unforgetable moments......
To have life figured out...
To really figure out what I want...
To have time to myself...
To have girls nights/weekends....
To feel like I'm really living life and not on auto pilot.....
To figure out who I really am...